its been a while since i met him.. at times, i will juz think of him.. sometimes, i cannot concentrate on my studies.. i will juz shut my eyes and think of him.. sometimes, i even laugh by myself.. its juz reminding of the times we been together.. we have known each other for more den a decade.. but i have not even talk about my feeling towards him... yes, we were like normal couple but we are not a couple... we hang out together.. yes we loved each other.. but as brother and sister.. he doesnot know dat i love him truly.. and yet, i dun even know if he loves me.. if i were to tell him dat i love him, im scared dat he will reject me and not be my friend again... im juz scared of losing him..